This is a site for my personal journey, I may write about anything.
Hope to add a Guestbook so you can let me know your thoughts about my story.
C.
| Date | Update |
|---|---|
| 06-20-2026 | It's been many days, what do you think when somebody tells about how much it loves you, but that person dissapears or has a strange behavior. Two days ago I ended up at ER, I felt a lot of pain in my chest, head and shoulders. All the medical exams came up fine, so I think it may be something emotional, I'm really tired of feeling like this. |
| 06-12-2026 | It's great to feel that you finish things that stress you. Today I sent a lot of deliverables, and we also got some payments from a customer so I could pay taxes and to a partner the remaining of the project. Tried to get some sleep mid-day and then keep working on the last details of the day. Spoke with the family, also I had a 10 minute conversation with somebody that makes me feel happy and laugh a lot when we're together, it really heals my heart. |
| 06-11-2026 | Today was a rough day, got some harsh treatment from somebody I admire and I care a lot. But makes me understand that my future must go on another route than him. Sometimes I feel that my head becomes numb, I spoke about that with my parents, they say I should take care of myself. Hope to work harder over the next two months to get away from this toxic environment. |
| 06-08-2026 | Yesterday was a slow day. I had to participate in a course to participate in a project that extended over 10 hours. After that I spent the afternoon with my uncle that was traveling to Colombia, we had a really good time together. Tomorrow will be a fast day so I'm going to sleep, nice dreams to everyone. |
| 06-07-2026 | I was away from my apartment for a month while working at another city. Today I cleaned all the apartment, when I arrived last monday I stored some memories of somebody that was my life but failed to me in every way. It's hard to be alone in another city while trying to sort out how I feel. I don't want to lose my hope, I want to sort things out and walk towards better days. During the afternoon I felt really sad, so I tried drawing out the last moment that I felt really happy, I cried. During the afternoon I worked out to feel better, while listening to ELT on Youtube. |
| 06-06-2026 | This is my first entry, I created this Neocities account to remember the good old times. As well as to heal myself after too many difficult moments over the last two years. |
I hope everything goes well at the end, even if some things may never go back to what they were.
My family is my treasure, Mom, Dad, My Sister and my nephew, the only safe place that exists for me in the world.
I'm trying to learn if is worth to forgive those who damage your heart, even after you opened the gates of your soul to them.
I hope to find my way out of this feelings.